I had a interview on Wednesday for Baby's R Us. I really want this job, thus I'm very very nervous about hearing the results. I've decided that my goal is to get back into school... grad school, nursing... I don't know yet. I still don't know what I want to do... and part of that is I don't know what I'd be good at. I hear that everyone my age struggles with this... for some reason, I feel like I should be different.
There is one thing I do know... I want to have a family. I want to get married and have kids. Every time someone gets engaged... this longing increases. I know about 15 or so couples that have gotten engaged or getting married this past school year. While I'm really happy for them... I also wish it was me.
Anyway, hopefully the job will turn out tomorrow and my life will seem to be turning around. I'm going crazy thinking about it... I should do something else, or go to bed. ha.
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